Lize Helesta 3D Stream Letter Translation

In Lize Helesta's 3D debut, there was a letter being scrolled on the screen which Her Highness wrote herself for us fans to read as she sang Kawaranai Mono. This is the translation of said letter. You can watch the performance from this link.

Lize Helesta 3D Stream Letter Translation

 Thank you for staying and watching this 3D stream until the end!

Because I don't think that I will be able to convey my gratitude in words during the stream, or rather because there is also that worry that I would get overwhelmed and passed out, I write this letter in this dead of the night.

If things go well, this letter would have been shown scrolling down.

My handwriting isn't that good so it might be hard to read, I'm sorry for that.

March 22nd 2019 is the first day of our meeting.

While still in the state of knowing nothing, there it was, all of your replies on my first Twitter video post. I still remember how I, who was trembling pretty bad, managed to feel assured before my first livestream, thanks to your warm words.

By nature, I am not good at being in front of people and maybe you'd think, why the heck do you even become a liver in the first place.

To be treated like a transparent being is the safest thing for me.

I also don't have any specialty that I can proudly say better than anyone.

I think, I did say that honestly during the audition. I'm still this newbie that hasn't even reached the first year of activity, but even in this short span of time, there were numerous instances I had thought of just quitting and go back to my home country. Yet I also have time I think, why someone with nothing like me is being supported by all of you. I quite often think, what strange living being you guys are. Seriously, why do I even become a liver, don't you think? If I were to look back...

I came to Nijisanji to learn.

So I say at every chance of introduction.

However, those are but explanations I give to my family and people and in essence they are just formalities. The reality is different.

Without having any specialty nor do I have that many friends, while spending my everyday doing especially nothing, I just happened to find out about Virtual Liver. When I was watching a video of a walking duck, somehow it came up at the recommendation. If I look at Marshmallows, it appears there are many who saw similar thing as I did.

The liver I saw in that video has a personality I have never known before.

She was reading Louis copy paste with voice changer. I shuddered in horror...
but somehow it filled me with so much excitement.

I was thinking, if I could entertain someone just like what this person was doing, I could come to like myself more, I could enjoy life more. When I told the story to Ichikara staff, they laughed at me saying, "Ee? You're gonna surpass her?", I was so embarrased. How did they even get to that conclusion. That's just impossible.

I wonder, right now, how do I look like for you?

I wonder, do you feel glad that you support me?

From the depth of my heart, I feel glad that I become a liver.

Each and every words you gave me is my driving force.

You might think of yourself as "one of many", but for me, each and every one of you is someone irreplaceable. The one that anchored me back to this large stage whenever I feel like running away is unmistakably you.

It's because all of you support me.

I honestly feel what a curious phenomenon this is.

Mysteriously courage came to me, I manage to feel like I should try my best for all of you, whose name or faces I don't even know.

Thank you very much for everything up till now.

Thank you for changing my day.

I will refine myself so that I can be an important presence for you, so that your days will be an even better ones.

Please take care of me from now on onwards.

Thank you very much for today.

Lize Helesta