Ange Zatsudan Summary collection (5): Dec 22 2020, Dec 28 2020, Jan 5, Feb 2 2021
A collection of summaries of Ange's zatsudan (free talk stream) I posted in Discord servers from the course of Dec 22 2020 to Feb 2 2021. I typed these on phone so there are bound to be numerous typos. Also, there are several zatsudan streams I missed (as well as before game zatsudan she often does before game stream) and did not write due to various reasons like real life stuff. If you have questions on the timeline of what happened during those period (such as her 2020 relationship chart), if it is something I can answer, just drop a question in either the server, this blog, or the Reddit post.
Ange morning zatsudan summary 22122020:
a. She did the early morning zatsudan because she doesnt have solo stream lately, but at noon she had stuff to do and at night she has Inuyama Tamaki taidan. She said morning is the only time available. Also she hadnt had her breakfast yet.
b. About managers. Ange took a look at the messages Ichikara staff left on this biography of some kind. Many writes like 'I like playing this kind of game genre etc etc etc', turned out many are gamers and so on. Her super cool beautiful ex-manager wrote stuff like 'I am good at keeping things orderly' or something
c. About Valkyrie Connect, during meeting Ange asked if it was okay for her to 'talk about the painting' and the two staffs that were there, one was ???? the other one laughed right away and said "You mean Inmon? (lust mark)' and rendered Ange's effort to censor herself gone to naught. Anyway in the end the staff said it is okay as long as discreetly. Ange you better not.
d. Natsu's poop problem continued. He kept stepping on his poop and ended up making tracks all over the place, like carpets and stuff. After consulting to many people Ange decided to cut Natsu's hair, groom him a bit by his butt and paw (tbh I wanna say she should always cut the hair between his paw so that Natsu doesnt slide around, I will send a maro), but it didnt work. And finally Ange found out that probably the problem is, Natsu pooped while standing
so when he landed he stepped on his poop.
Ange said she had asked the breeders etc about it, who said that probably adding a roof will fix it, and Ange is thinking of changing for a new potty but then it probably need time for the cat to know if it is the new pooping site and all that so it was still undecided. Anyway, in the groomer, the place had a lot of dogs and Natsu was super scared, and Ange also just realized how dogs are super youkya, going all over the place and went to her all excitedly, jumping to her thighs and all and Ange was like were dogs this youkya...? She quickly changed and all once she was back tho, to get rid of the dog smell and make Natsu not so stressed, saying she would be more careful in choosing grooming site next time to not stressed Natsu out
e. About Deron's story of her doing friendly quarrel with Lize in backstage. She said she did not remember, she did have time she asked/panicked about her earmony that kept getting lose that time. The order of seating was Deron, Lize, Suisei, Ange. So when Suisei was off to the stage, she met eyes with Lize more often and probably that was why they can talk more and after all it was before their turn and both were nervous. Ange said having her earmony getting installed by the staff made her shudder since her ears are sensitive. She had the female staffs helped her around, and they were really kind going 'I am sorry' whenever she shuddered. After a while she thought that was ecchi.
f. She was asked which if her stream she is most kawaii and she couldnt think of anything in particular. She said prolly Atsumori, since she used 3D a lot and gesturing a lot and it might be interesting to people. She remembered the times when Inui is kawaii though, like the Lost Children time when they do face janken or the convenience store where Inui said "where's the food..." or when they rubbed their head together. someone asked what of Lize and Ange said when it is about Lize, she isnt sure if the stuff happening between them happened on stream or not, and thus she cannot say it. She said she and Lize exchanged videos of their pets in LINE a lot lately and she finds Lize when playing with Jill is cute. Ange said Lize off stream is cute (i hate u TAT)
g. Her brother had his birthday and somehow when she said congrats to him on LINE he returned with super curt, super business-like manner and Ange was like 'dude, our distance between each other isnt like siblings at all'. Ange was thinking of creating family LINE group, she said some people expressed their surprise when she said she had no family group (for example Sanbaka). She thought of doing that because she usually talked to her mother of her updates, then her mother said it to her father, and lately her father at times sulking and like 'since u have said to mom now you dont need to say it to Papa anymore!' kind of sulking. Her Papa sulk longer than her Mom (who get over stuff in a day), thus a LINE group prolly will solve it
miscellaneous:
-Ange still got emotional at Inui's live and she find herself appearing like she has unstable emotional state with her going all teary once then calm in the next (after calming herself), she still find herself tearing up and Inui would laugh at her when she does.
-Natsu is so smart Natsu will file Ange's yearly taxation report
-Ange's 2020 resolution is getting a new friend, and she said actually having to meet Mikoto-sama is a big achievement (tho mostly thanks to Mikoto-sama pushing the boundaries)
Ange's zatsudan summary 28122020
a. She nosebled so much recently and it wouldnt stop, so she went to the doctor (while actually already being paranoid it is something bad) and said it was exhaustion and stress. She said she usually doesnt get nosebled, so at first she was really excited and took selfie but then it really didnt stop at all, in which she started freaking out and went to the doctor. She said the one thing someone shouldnt do is to Google their symptoms, which she did and she got freaked out lol. Speaking of that, once (when she was in Tokyo last time) she found tightness by her breast and it hurt , she google and plus her being paranoid, she thought she got cancer. She got USG and anyway it was nothing but because of that she never got to that clinic anymore since she was too embarrassed of it. By the way she said her circadian rhythm is getting better thanks to Natsu (gotta feed Natsu every 9 PM and AM) and due to the nosebleed, she would like to take it slow so she also did not read the superchat today.
b. About her menhera friend. So in the past when she was in Helesta, she has a super menhera friend (which she talked about in Inuyama Tamaki's taidan), who was with her from highschool and even dropped her uni to go to the same uni as her. That friend is super beautiful and is okay to everyone else but her. That friend treated her differently in which she gets super mad when Ange is close with someone else, doesnt like it when Ange talks of that someone else, and will talk badly of those who she is jealous of. If Ange talked of cutting off relationship with her, the girl will say she would cut her wrist. She also talked to Ange she wanted to kill herself by overdosing, which Ange messaged her and when the messaged didnt come back, Ange went to her home, only to found her being okay and all that. Ange said the girl is actually very popular and very beautiful, she has a lot of friends and she is normal to the other friends but her.
In the end, everyone else around her started to tell her that she is abnormal. Ange also started to think so, as she too, realized she is too demanding and is limiting her relationship. At the ending year of uni, since the friend threatened to slash her arms and all that, Ange started to try what her other circle of friends are telling her, to slowly drift apart. She started to not answering calls slowly and all that, which reduce the frequency of their interaction, and they get gradually apart, until finally Ange moved to Tokyo (for her writing job), where they totally cut off, in which during then she sent a long angry message to her, which Ange replied that their relationship has ended and it ended there.
Ange said she had a time she basically almost living a harem life, where girls are fighting over her. She said probably it was because she let them be or rather accomodating their demand since she didnt not push herself (like if she is being told not to talk to other friends she would go like 'oh okay'), she said what she learned from the experience is when you have a relationship, you should make it be balanced, in a fashion where both parties are able to enjoy the relationship, not one taking the others too much and dominate. She also said they did have some fun time and the friend was fun when she was fun, but yeah.
c. Ange got into a fight with her breeder and now she didnt know what to do. Natsu often bump here and there being kitten, and Ange thought of getting checkup and all that. So she asked the breeder for a vet. The breeder seemed alerted and asked her if anything happened, which Ange replied ah no, nothing in particular, my only problem is Natsu's poop problem... though Natsu been bumping a lot so she just thought she wanna have a check up. And somehow the breeder got super mad at that and stopped replying her message, which make Ange really scared, esp since she will have a long relationship with the breeder (the breeder also talked about wanting to visit to check out on Natsu) so Ange is in a bind atm. She said the breeder is a super cat lover who get super mad at the idea of cats getting hurt.
Other talks: Ange didnt know about the Couple File (LizexAnge Couple File is the bonus goods for early purchase of Nijisanji 2020 Archive from Melonbooks), she said it wasnt management's fault, she probably overlooked it. She said as expected red and blue together looks cute, and that she's happy with it.
- She has known Belmond read her yumeshousetsu but she hadnt seen it.
- She felt sad PornHub got strikes and deleted some of its videos, though she hadnt been able to consume adult stuff with audio atm, and her site for erotic stuff is DLSite (mainly manga). Also she realized she used to not be able to stomach disgusting scenes but now she can (Ange...) She also get mad when people said her NTR is shallow when she didnt know the famous mangaka mentioned in Inuyama Tamaki's Taidan. Also she enjoyed reading her own doujin, but she did not read some of them because she knows "there are people that doesnt want to get read" on the doujins.
- After Valkyrie Connect with Inui, she went into the train and missed her stop. She contacted Inui then 'I missed my stop lol' Inui went 'the f r u doing' 'Wahaha' but then she missed her stop AGAIN and at that moment Ange is too downhearted to even tell Inui again how she missed her stop twice and she felt so fed up with train she used the taxi
- She lost her wallet before she went to the hair stylist. So she usually look back in train and taxis for this one time she forgot and she actually lost her wallet. She phoned the taxi company for it but they seemed unsure and all that, and in that state she could only went to hairstylist and like "I am sorry I lost my wallet, I have booked but it might take over 30 minutes for it to get an answer..." and all that, the hair stylist was like you have booked anyway so lets just have you cut anyway. And Ange was super nervous and super anxious waiting for the taxi company for the lost and found information while getting her hair cut, anyway she got her wallet back and able to pay. The place did not accept cashless payment (something something about legal something something about the place something something which Ange also did not really understand but anyway yeah, they only accept cash).
Ange new year zatsudan summary (?) 05012021
a. Her internet wouldnt connect and it was miracle she could do Apex and Sugoroku yesterday. She couldnt remember anything about Sugoroku other than how she did the failed 'Party skit' (she did 'cute fart monomane' which everyone went silent) and how Deron only want her body and wanted to give her a collar. Due to the internet, she would be streaming Sanbaka new costume and SKB-bu stuff from the studio (it was so bad she couldnt even answered her manager's call), she did not understand why though, and that is what worried her the most.
b. Overall asking how everyone was doing in new year, seijinshiki (coming of age ceremony) is nope nope this year thanks to Covid, ange went like u guys okay? and reminisced how she didnt go during her time because she didnt want to meet her peers, after all back then she was kinda edgy and had loads of embarrassing past. However, she regretted not going.She planned for her seijin manga (R18 manga) review to be on seijinshiki date.
c. Because everything about new year will be first in the year, even when opening DLSite she wondered which she should buy as first ero, she found Ito Life's best of book kinda thing on main page. In the end the first thing she bought in the year is a slightly better toilet paper.
d. She felt lonely af during new year. She did watch Lize-Iinchou watchalong and Tokyo MX but other than that she did not do nothing and she did not even remember to 'send greetings to fellow human'. She said she sent to the likes of Mikoto-sama and Sanbaka but wasnt immediately. Her parents also didnt get to phone her. Anyway all she did was playing with Natsu and took pictures of Natsu and said without Natsu prolly she would have jumped off.
-About lonely shit, she bought Meiji's Melty Kiss chocolate, it is only sold in winter, and went super annoyed when the one in her package had a message 'eating chocolate together as two of us makes the deliciousness felt doubled', and Ange went ha? people eat chocolate alone is way more common than eating together tho wtf, then eating alone make the delicious quadrupled then, we dont even hafta share!
Anyway Ange sang her old nursery songs and so on and so forth, how her brother used to be in the army but found it not within his style and now he is an alchemist that travel around the world
Ange Zatsudan summary 01022021
a. Before she began her stream, since she would be leaving Natsu alone for several hours Ange decided to play with Natsu for 1-2 hours. When she played with Natsu, she realized that Natsu's mouth was bleeding. Panicking, Ange then asked around to those who are knowledgeable with cat, ended up woth 'probably hurt himself from biting the toys', if it get bad Ange will go to the vet. Unfortunately for her, her relationship with her breeder did not appear to get mended, as Ange said sorry but the breeder didnt say anything back. As ahe felt she had done all she could with the breeder, Ange decided she would ask others around instead and go to veterinarians if need to, not waiting for the breeder's words anymore (breeder wants her to only take Natsu to the veterinarian she trusted). After all, the relationship with the breeder supposed to end when she got Natsu and so on (previously Ange did mention she felt in debt with the breeder as she is still the person who made Ange met Natsu) Since the relationship did not mend after all with the breeder, she felt that can't be helped.
b. Lately Ange went to sleep around an hour before stream, and she had a really bad dream before today's stream. Before sleeping, her LINE, Slack, mail etc kept ringing and she was like nuh uh I wanna sleep and forced herself to sleep, where she dreamt she was in a party of Nijisanji livers but none of her closest friends are in. She said Sanbaka was not there, neither does Sociere and Hayama, or perhaps Mikoto-sama, and Ange freaked out and she tried to run away, but the wave of livers pushed her back into the room (even if she tried to wade through to go home) and she had no choice but to sit with people she aint acquainted with. People whom she could somewhat talk to in a degree, like Belmond and Debi, appeared to have their own circle so she couldnt go there and she was stuck with her 'stranger circle' who then tries to talk but they ended up just "trying to not leave one out" type of awkward talking and it was hell. Anyway Ange woke up finally from the bad dream feeling super awful, checked her Line etc, and realized her dreamed had begun from the LINE etc notification because apparently she got none of those notif at all.
c. Ange's internet aint improving. Lately it was so bad, when she was having a meeting with Mikoto-sama she basically got cut off really bad it didnt make convo. Anyway she had contacted the company and wait for a contact back. This made her anxious of doing long stream, in case her stream get cut off really bad. She wanted to do Life is Strange but wondering about the hours needed to play it till done but then wondering if her internet will hang on, esp when it gets worse during the night. Seeing how Life is Strange takes up around 15 hours of gameplay, wondering about her commentary and so on it might take 30 hours, Ange was like nnnnnn and go "probably possible if there is consecutive holiday.... ah well, a day is 10 hours anyway so I might be able to do it in 3 takes (?)" but wondered about her internet again. She tried Apex before but ended up feeling bad about her internet.
d. She just realized you can see 3 last comments someone left on a channel if you tap on the person's icon on the archive comments, and she found this person who said "I come to seriously be in love with how, what to do?", and when she tapped the person she found out that person had commented on her Undertale and said "this is bad, I might fall in love", and came to see the guy's progression on getting super in love with her, which amused her and she thinks it's super cute. She find the comment function to be very interesting.
e. She didnt turn on the superchat because she simply forgot and said let it be, this is time for your wallet to rest. She was then reminded by the comment how her goods was out, the Nijisanji Watch. She then pulled out the campaign from Twitter while saying the design is cool, but you dont need to push yourself to buy it, it's not cheap after all... she said.
f. ~Marshmallow time~ Someone talked about how they are afraid of getting surgery, which Ange said she understand that feeling as she had gone through one. She had super painful stomach pain once and thought prolly it was the usual one but turned out she needed to have emergency surgery and she was so scared before surgery she went and wrote a note titled "to the me who has finished surgery" kind of thing from fear. After surgery, she showed it to her parents who laughed at her panic.
- somebody talked of how s/he forgot to pull the brake on his/her car when going to camp and the car backed on the slope and got damaged, costing insurance etc. And Ange said the saddest part is how the person is probably super excited before that happened, then get super down after that, and it would be worse if that person was not alone but was with friends, who looked forward for the occasion, and thus the person gotta put up a "happy face" and enjoying the rest of the events as altho him/her is super down s/he cant bring the people around down with him/her etc. Ange then talked of the time when she went to karaoke and mistakenly hit the mic to the floor causing it to dent, which freaked her out but her friends went like naaaaah dont worry, and she gotta keep up with that feelings while trying not to be mood spoiler and that was hell of its own
- "Have worm as nagashi soumen" "isnt that just nagashi worm"
- marshmallow asking "How to teach someone who doesnt know romantic love about it". Ange said it is something that cant be helped and there are just people who cannt place their emotions around it, and if (the person wanna make that other person in love) so, they should just give up, as it is something that cannot be pushed around
-Someone asking if Ange were to compete with 'men who use voice change to sound women', who will win, in which Ange said the mere concept that she is actually competing with only men itself is already a lost
- Ange said she wont make a singing stream, at least until the Zepp revenge is done. She said she too, had a lot of emotions about Zepp revenge. When others pointed out how not everyone can watch Zepp but if she make singing stream everyone can watch, that is why Zepp and singing stream are different points, Ange agreed, tho said that it wouldnt happen in the mean time and even if it would, it will be after Zepp
- asking what is the most important thing to remember when you are about to live alone. Ange: Do your tidying up all the way while your spirit is still super flaring, dont stop when you are still spirited and do it all the way, else you might ended not putting a curtain for a whole year or something.
Ange talked of how she is super bad at closing her stream and thus, around a year ago (lol) she said she might wanna do ED but it was but an idea, and thanks to managers keep changing it was hard to keep track of such things. Finally she said she might ask for one, but it will take a while, prolly maybe on June or something, she wasnt sure.
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